Troublesome

4.33 am

2012-01-11T04:18:00.004+08:00

i know it's cheesy

but i love this song

:)

big girls don't cry

2011-12-20T11:53:00.008+08:00

A : teruk ke aku td ?

B : antara yang paling teruk aku pernah dengar . .

wave of love

2011-12-13T10:51:00.014+08:00

i can't remember when the exact date we went to watch this movie. might be last week or last 2 weeks. but never mind because the most important things we watched a day after it released. ahaha semangat ok .. honestly i was totally forgot about it but suddenly he did remind me. it's kind of weird how come the so-called-control-macho-guy can suddenly asked me . .

" nak tengok ombak laut tak? "

i thought he asked about the beach but then he said

" ala yang ari tu ckp nak tengok "

kind of 'jatuh rahang' kejap ala2 nak tergelak pun ada

" ombak rindu lerrrr. ombak laut pekejadahnye "

during that time, almost 78% people keep talking about this movie especially in the facebook. and guess what . . most of them were crying and some of my friends are willing to watch it for second times. dasat kan . . huhu

the storyline was not bad but frankly i didn't feel like i want to cry. of course i feel sad and a bit touching here and there but that's all..not more or less. eheh .. saya kan berjiwa kental :p

as for him, i thought he was going to fall asleep but surprisingly he manage to watch it until the end. and you know what.. he feel more 'touching' during the part where aaron aziz was crying. haha now you tell me whose the one yang tangkap feeling lebih tgk cite ni? *devilish*

so what is the next movie?

september

2011-11-29T16:47:00.005+08:00

nothing to lose but everything to gain

good article

2011-11-18T11:49:00.001+08:00

Anak muda di hadapan saya terus mengasak saya dengan hujah-hujah logiknya. Senang melihat anak muda yang berani dan berterus-terang begitu. Hujahnya tajam dan menikam.
“Tidak semestinya wanita yang menutup aurat itu baik, “ tegasnya.

“Saya kenal beberapa orang wanita yang menutup aurat… perangai mereka ada yang lebih buruk berbanding wanita yang tidak menutup aurat,” tambahnya lagi.
Saya diam melihat dia berhujah dengan akal dan pengalaman. Namun pengalamannya agak terbatas. Berapa ramai wanita yang dikenalinya dalam usia semuda itu? Dan akalnya juga terbatas – aqal perlu dirujuk kepada naqal. Mesti memahami prinsip ilmu wahyu terlebih dahulu, kemudian barulah kita bebas menggunakan fikiran dan pengalaman tanpa terbabas.

“Sebenarnya, apa yang cuba awak sampaikan?” tanya saya lembut.
“Saya nak tegaskan bahawa wanita yang baik tidak semestinya menutup aurat.”
“Justeru, wanita yang jahat itu ialah wanita yang menutup aurat?” jolok saya melayan pola logiknya berfikir.
“Er, er, bukan begitu. Maksud saya, baik atau buruknya perangai seseorang wanita tidak bergantung pada pakaiannya, samada dia menutup aurat atau tidak.”
“Apa ukuran awak tentang nilai kebaikan seorang wanita?” kilas saya tiba-tiba.
“Jujur, terus-terang, pemurah, lemah-lembut…”
“Itu sahaja?”
“Ya. Pada ustaz pula apa ukurannya?”
“Kita hanya manusia. Akal kita terbatas. Ukuran dan penilaian kita juga pasti terbatas. Jika diserahkan kepada manusia mentafsir apa itu kebaikan, akan celaru dibuatnya.”
“Mengapa?”

“Kerana setiap manusia ada jalan berfikirnya sendiri. Saya bimbang nilai kebaikan akan menjadi suatu yang relatif dan subjektif, padahal kebaikan itu juga seperti kebenaran… ia suatu yang objektif dan mutlak, ” akui saya terus-terang.
“Habis, untuk apa kita diberi akal? Kita harus rasional dan logik!”
Saya cuba senyum lantas berkata,” akal perlu tunduk kepada penciptanya, Allah. Fikiran mesti merujuk kepada Al Quran dan Hadis. Itu kan lebih tepat… Ilmu kita terbatas, ilmu Allah Maha Luas.”
“Jadi akal kita untuk apa?” desaknya lagi.
“Untuk memikirkan apa hikmah kebaikan yang telah ditentukan Allah dan bagaimana melaksanakannya dalam kehidupan.”
“Ertinya akal kita terikat?”

“Akal kita bebas, tetapi dalam lingkungan syariat. Sama seperti bumi yang sedang ligat berpusing ini… tetapi tetap pada paksinya.”
“Bukankah agama ini untuk orang yang berakal?”
“Betul. Tetapi tidak semua perkara dapat dicapai oleh akal. Lebih-lebih lagi perkara-perkara yang ghaib, tidak akan terjangkau oleh akal. Syurga, Neraka, Titian Sirat, Mahsyar misalnya, wajib dipercayai dan diyakini tanpa perlu dilogik-logikkan lagi. Itulah iman.”
“Ah, jauh kita menyimpang. Bukankah tadi kita berbincang tentang wanita yang baik? Saya ulangi, wanita yang baik tidak semestinya menutup aurat, betulkan?”
“Separuh betul,” jawab saya.

”Kalau dia wanita yang jujur, terus-terang, pemurah dan lemah lembut… ya dia ‘baik’ di sudut itu. Tetapi jika dia mendedahkan auratnya, dia telah melanggar perintah Allah di sudut yang lain. Dia ‘tidak baik’ di sudut berpakaian, kerana hukum menutup aurat telah termaktub dalam Al Quran.”
Anak muda di hadapan saya muram. Nampaknya dia belum berpuas hati.
“Tetapi dia jujur, amanah…”

“Orang yang baik menurut Islam ialah orang yang baik hubungannya dengan Allah dan manusia. Menutup aurat perintah Allah.”
Anak muda di hadapan saya masih tidak puas hati. Perlahan-lahan saya tusuk dengan hujah yang memujuk, “namun percayalah jika benar-benar hatinya baik, insyaAllah lambat laun dia akan menutup aurat juga.”
“Apa hujah ustaz? Pengalaman? Fikiran atau telahan?”
“Masih merujuk kepada Al Hadis.”
“Hadis yang mana?”

“Hadis riwayat Bukhari mengisahkan seorang wanita pelacur berbangsa Yahudi yang telah memberi minum seekor anjing yang kehausan. Atas sebab sifat belas kasihannya itu dia mendapat hidayah lalu menjadi wanita yang solehah.”
“Apa kaitan cerita itu dengan subjek yang kita bincangkan ini?”
“Secara tidak langsung itu menunjukkan bagaimana jika hati seseorang mempunyai sifat-sifat baik seperti kasih sayang, belas kasihan dan pemurah, sekalipun kepada anjing, itu boleh menjadi sebab Allah kurniakan hidayah untuk dia beriman seterusnya menjadi wanita solehah.”
“Maksud ustaz?”

“Jika seorang wanita itu benar-benar baik hatinya insya-Allah lambat laun dia akan menutup aurat walaupun sebelumnya tidak menutup aurat.”
“Oh, begitu. Kenapa ya?”
“Allah menilai pada hati. Jika hati itu baik, lambat laun hal-hal luaran pasti mengikutnya jadi baik.”
“Apa pula pendapat ustaz tentang wanita yang menutup aurat tetapi akhlak dan perangainya buruk?”
“Bab aurat dia telah selamat. Alhamdulillah, kewajiban menutup aurat telah dipatuhinya. Apa yang tinggal… dia perlu membaiki akhlak dan perangainya. Dia perlu terus berusaha.”
“Jika ada berpura-pura? Menutup aurat hanya untuk menunjuk-nunjuk atau sekadar tuntutan fesyen dan trend?”
“Hati manusia kita tidak tahu. Kita tidak tahu hati wanita yang menutup aurat tu jahat atau tidak, samalah seperti kita tidak tahu samada hati wanita yang tidak menutup aurat itu baik atau tidak. Soal hati hak Allah…”
“Tetapi katalah hati wanita yang menutup aurat itu benar-benar jahat…”
“Jika hatinya benar-benar jahat… lambat laun dia akan mendedahkan auratnya semula.”
“Mengapa?”

“Menutup aurat adalah pakaian wanita yang solehah. Wanita yang jahat tidak akan mampu memakai pakaian wanita solehah.”
“Patutlah saya lihat ada wanita yang dulunya memakai tudung labuh, tapi kemudiannya tudungnya semakin singkat, lama kelamaan mula memakai seluar ketat, kemudian berubah kepada memakai baju T sendat… lama-kelamaan bertudung ala kadar sahaja.”
“Perubahan luaran gambaran perubahan hati. Yang tidak menutup aurat… akhirnya perlahan-lahan meningkat untuk menutup aurat kerana hatinya beransur jadi baik. Sebaliknya, yang menutup aurat… secara beransur-ansur akan mendedahkan auratnya jika kualiti hatinya semakin merosot.”
“Siapa wanita yang paling baik?” tiba-tiba anak muda di hadapan saya bertanya sambil merenung muka saya. Serius dan tajam renungannya.
“Tentulah isteri-isteri dan anak-anak nabi Muhammad s.a.w.” jawab saya pasti.
“Bagaimana pakaian mereka?”

“Tentu sahaja mereka menutup aurat. Dan mereka juga pasti memiliki hati yang baik. ”
Kali ini dia pula terdiam. Melihatnya begitu saya terus mengasak, “kalaulah hati yang baik sahaja jadi pernilaian Allah, tentulah isteri-isteri dan anak-anak perempuan Rasulullah tidak perlu menutup aurat. Hati mereka sudah baik. Namun tidak begitu, hati yang baik bukan alasan untuk mendedahkan aurat.”
“Wanita yang baik mesti menutup aurat?”
“Ya.”
“”Wanita yang jahat mesti mendedah aurat?”
“Tidak semestinya, kerana ada wanita yang berhati baik tetapi belum menutup aurat kerana mungkin dia sedang berusaha untuk mengatasi halangan-halangan luaran dan dalamannya untuk menutup aurat.”
“Apa yang boleh kita katakan kepada wanita begitu?”
“Dia sedang berusaha menjadi wanita yang baik.”
“Bagaimana pula dengan wanita yang menutup aurat tetapi buruk perangainya? Wajarkah mereka mendedahkan aurat supaya tidak hipokrit.”
“Perangai yang buruk bukan alasan mendedahkan aurat. Bagi mereka ini, tuntutan menutup aurat sudah ditegakkan, alhamdulilah. Tinggal satu lagi, tuntutan memperbaiki akhlak… itu sahaja yang perlu dilaksanakan. Satu selesai, tinggal lagi satu. Namun bayangkan jika disamping perangai buruk, mereka juga turut mendedahkan aurat … Itu lebih buruk lagi. Dua perkara tak selesai, bab aurat dan bab perangai!”
“Jadi apa kita nak kata tentang wanita yang menutup aurat tetapi buruk perangai ni?” Sekali lagi dia mengajukan soalan yang sama.
“Wallahua’lam. Boleh jadi mereka juga sedang berusaha mengatasi halangan dalaman dan luarannya untuk memperbaiki perangainya. Dan nauzubillah, boleh jadi juga iman mereka sedang merosot sehingga menjejaskan akhlak mereka… yang lama kelamaan jika tidak diatasi akan menyebabkan mereka kembali mendedahkan aurat!”
Dia senyum. Alhamdulillah.
“Saya tahu apa yang saya akan lakukan sekarang…”
“Kenapa? Mengapa? Punya kekasih tidak bertudung tetapi baik hatinya? Atau dikecewakan oleh wanita bertudung tetapi buruk perangainya?”
Soalan akhir itu tidak terluahkan oleh saya. Saya simpan sahaja di dalam hati. Biarlah anak muda ini belajar dari pengalamannya… insyaAllah esok apabila dia mengalaminya sendiri, dia akan ingat satu persatu apa yang didengarnya pada hari ini!

sedang berusaha memperbaiki kedua-dua nya skali :)

connected

2011-11-02T17:02:00.003+08:00

okay, let's not talk about depressing thing shall we
i'm done and over with it

last nite . . .

me : hallo ? *with this kind of mamai version of me*
him : hello .. hello ..
me : hallo ye
him : hello.. sape ni?
me : nak cakap ngan sape ?
him : amy ade?
me : salah no ..
him : ni kat mane
me : pahang
him : pahang kat mane ek
me : salah no !

*disconnected*

which one of those word that he didn't understand. rasa macam nak tampar laju2 je. hey you,its 2 o'clock in the morning. sila kacau org lain yang name amy because i'm definitely not your amy.

. . . . .

. . . .

. . .

. .

by the way his number is 0167056***.huhu acah je. saya tidak le sejahat itu. tapi da ade da niat nak expose kt fb. tahan je ni . .

. . .

2011-11-02T15:06:00.004+08:00

02112011-15:11

its raining

outside and

. .inside

a little too much

2011-11-01T15:01:00.006+08:00

. . lost . . . down . .
I've tried my very best to complete it
but nobody appreciate

I'd like to talk about it
but nobody would listen

although i am smiling
but still struggling

keep telling myself
to hold on
but sometimes i can't

i am just a human
not a machine
and why can't you treat me like one

hope that tomorrow
would be just fine

:'(

yesterday . .

2011-10-28T16:59:00.005+08:00

place : old town cheras

my mind was not on the right track
as i was behind him walk slowly across the road and suddenly . .

" sayangggg !!!!!! "

i was shocked . . stopped . . and looked at him . . then i looked at my left hand side . .

" ya Allah . . it was sooo close "

continue walking . . entered his car . . and sit quietly
he did the same thing . . start the engine . . after about 5 seconds he said

" nasib baik tak kene tadi "

we were both silent

rapuh

2011-10-27T17:10:00.010+08:00

xnak trime org ckp
nak ikut kpale sendiri je

never mind... maybe after all, i just need to keep my mouth shut

been so fragile lately

:'(

merapu part II

2011-06-27T14:26:00.006+08:00

thank you for being very patient with me all this while. i know that i'm not as patient as you are and not to forget too stubborn i guess.but yet you still there next to me with all my upside down attitude which somehow give you an headache. sorry and thank you for that.

when i was mad i can become into another different person which it is not me definitely. i was just saying what i wanna say without thinking whether it is right or wrong.after all i need to take it calmly but sometime it is beyond my control. PMS syndrome i guess. erk ye ke? i dun think so la. mmg saye type yang cepat sangat untuk segala mende. cepat marah, cepat panik dan cepat gelabah. tapi saye baik hati.. that is what i have been told before *smile

we started with a bet... funny isnt it? i never thought of it in the 1st place. for me during that time, i was just playing around and thinking that it was a jokes. i never take it seriously when you talk about us. i will just laughing or else avoid it at that moment.. then the rest was history.

we always had a fight and you claimed that i was the only girl that you met, having too much of issue. penat? no need to mention. sometimes its too tiring that I'd like to back it off. but why i still stay? i dunno. i just wanna stay. and i do hope you too.

no matter how bising-potpetpotpet-stubborn-suke nak menang i am .. thank you for staying there.

jsh.kylgf.pgqe

ads.quato.boyqk.hja.tpnkwe.hqg

yk.aok.nvgks.glob

nak request chocolate for next meeting ?

ntah

2011-06-07T05:27:00.006+08:00

i just woke up and having my sahur right now
feel like . . . ' ntah '
to be honest this time is not an ego
no i'm not
but more like . . . ' ntah '

when i do the talking 'potpetpotpet'

it shows that i'm still ok

but when i'm just keep it silence

something wrong somewhere

i just hate

no i think hate is the strong word

maybe i just dun like it

i dun like

when i was being mad

'potpetpotpet' like a crazy one

there is just 'hmm'

or to make it worst

no reaction from the other side

rasa macam . . . 'ntah'

this is not an excuse

there is no one else

and i'm not interested at all

into that part

dan saya tak suke menunggu

but

'divg qmek.lib.gsxpk.asvr zhp.oizgh.wmsk'

i really do

so how ?

sabar dan diam

2011-05-20T10:39:00.004+08:00

: comment :

tak tau nak cakap ape

hmm

ntah la

pwtc

2011-05-02T00:40:00.005+08:00

muntah . . . again

xpe. sakit tuh kan penghapus dosa kecil

da nak baik le tu

sabar lah

'the white' da msk kan blk dlm box

going back to use the old one

take a smile

2011-03-29T10:34:00.006+08:00

worry often gives a small thing

a big shadow

pray to Allah to ease

your heart and mind

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

true and that is what i felt right now

i'm worried to much for a certain thing which i think

is not worth it

Allah

i need calm

note for me : Allah swt knows best

down

2011-03-04T12:19:00.004+08:00

down

sangat down

kene bertahan

please bertahan ok

have to

bertahan ana !

straight face

2011-02-25T10:33:00.005+08:00

Dear blog,

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

what's the sweetest time of the day ?

it's when you pray

because you're talking to the One who loves you most

=)

2011-02-03T21:03:00.003+08:00

. . smile . .

although you are crying inside

but just pretend that you are ok

smile ok !

note for myself : please be redha dgn segala ketentuan Nya

merapu part I

2011-01-31T09:53:00.005+08:00

macam da lame tak merapu dlm blog ni. so what's new? ohh lupe nak mention saya da close account for fb and myspace. reason ? yang myspace tuh mcm one day suddenly tergerak hati nk open then tetiba mcm lmbat gile dia punye loading. so bg seorang yang tidak tahan sabar seperti saye haruslah kite click kt exit terus. ahah yeah that is me. rasa cm annoys sbb everytime click kt myspace tuh pc jd hanging. x kisah la click kt photo ke comment ke hanging semedang. in the end dgn sng hati nye close trus account. ehehe..what about fb ? sorry to say. x tau le nape lately ni rs annoys jek. see annoys again. i really dunno why. takkan perubahan usia kot. dun think so. ke perubahan cuaca ? urghhh when it comes to fb, saye rasa annoys with everything in there. everytime i read others status pn rs mcm urghh what is this anyways. pdahal status org tuh just mention dia nak pegi makan jek. see sangat la takde kaitan dgn hidup diri sendiri kan. org tuh x bersalah langsung pn tp alih2 dia jd sbb saye rs annoys. wohoooo kepelikan diri semakin melanda. but i do hope this kind of annoys is just for temporary. tolong le emosi kasi stabil berdiri tegak normal seperti biasa. seriously i hate to be in this kind of situation.

bile fb and myspace da takde.. secara tidak langsung nye otak semakin ligat meng explore something yang x patut di explore. and yesterday was a big big mistake. tuh laa terlalu celik it sangat sampai terjumpe something which i shouldnt click pun at the 1st place. hailoh laa ana.. yang gi gatal sangat tangan g click kt link tuh sape srh. kan da jadi saiko tak pasal2 kan. serious rasa cm nk ketuk jek tangan ni sbb degil sangat. but as usual degil is my 1st name. so memang tak pelik laa kt situ. and seperti bese saya memang x boleh nk keep mende ni sorg2. i need to let it out to someone and there was 2 person yang jadi mangsa saye semalam. kalo keep sorang2 alamat bertambah saiko lah saye. ehehe.. btw im not taking this matter too serious coz for me what past is past. tapi im not an angel. kalo laa saya ni angel da lame nk magic kt diri sndiri jadi amnesia untuk semalam. ohoho..and i do hope this kind of feeling will fade away. act x serious pun tapi agak mengacau gak sbnrnye. uhuhu... effect dr kejadian smlm saye telah meng clear kan segala history kt my browser. tp kat mind ssh btul nk clear. kan best kalo otak kite pun mcm computer. ade button for delete and easily chuck it into recycle bin... kan kan kan ~~

so after yesterday, i've been thinking, perhaps i should find something else and forum is the answer. ohoh mcm da lame x forum and i am kind of miss those thing. ni balik2 fb or myspace or friendster. ehehe.. and for your info saya dlu adalah sangat active berforum. mcm da lame gile tinggal kan those kind of activity and i think i need to start back again. name2 seperti abel, lyyd, shaolin and once adalah geng2 kamcing forum saye dlu. ape cite laa dorg skrg kn. uhuh .. so ive decided to active forum balik mcm dlu2. saya suke berforum sbb mcm2 topic we can discuss it among each other without any rs hesitate pun. although they are just my virtual friends but for me to let it out with someone that we called it strangers is much much easier.dorg tak kenal saye and saye pun tak kenal dorg. i do admit im not directly person. if something kind of bothers me i just keep it by myself. and that is not good for your health anyways. you'll have to let it out and forum is my channel to talk about it. but i learned slowly nowadays and i am pretty sure i am a good student at it. ohoho..masuk bakul angkat sendiri kan.

heh .. mcm da lame x menulis seperti ni. and i think enough laa kot for today..i'll be back again in some other times.. =)

qnpm.towik.acvsri.wtksu.cubd.vepiok.uulam

Pagi yang Gelap ..

2011-01-27T14:18:00.002+08:00

. . kini sudah terang

how 2011 treated you so far ?

2 in 1

2011-01-26T09:04:00.003+08:00

I’m coming home

Tell the World I’m coming home

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday

It just takes some time

Little girl you're in the middle of the ride

Everything will be just fine

Everything will be alright

it is just nice when 2 song we'll put it together

3 years back

2011-01-19T11:05:00.004+08:00

tok imam ? kangaroo idup ?

ahahaha

somehow i missed the old days

the four of us

but that was the past and now is the current

stolen

2011-01-14T00:57:00.002+08:00

nice song and clip isnt it ?

i'm so addicted with dashboard confessional right now !

M C

2011-01-13T22:00:00.004+08:00

i'm not sure on what to write actually. at first i wanna write about my vacation at south korea but when i open my blogspot account and click on the new post it turn out to be blank. yeah i'm stuck. i have no idea how am going to start writing about it. *saya sangat tidak suke*. and then i found something kind of attract me.

Pick the month you were born:
January-------I kicked
February------I loved
March--------I karate chopped
April----------I licked
May----------I jumped on
June----------I smelled
July-----------I did the Macarena With
August--------I had lunch with
September----I danced with
October-------I sang to
November-----I yelled at
December-----I ran over

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a gangster
7-------my mobile phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
10-------my neighbour
11-------my science teacher
12 -------a banana
13-------a fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19------ - a smurf
20-------a baseball bat
21-------a ninja
22-------Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a football player
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------an iPod
29-------a surfer
30-------a homeless guy
31-------a llama

What is the last number of the year you were born:
1--------- In my car
2 --------- On your car
3 ----------- In a hole
4 ----------- Under your bed
5 ----------- Riding a Motorcycle
6 --------- sliding down a hill
7 --------- in an elevator
8---------- at the dinner table
9 -------- In line at the bank
0 -------- in your bathroom

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White---------because I'm cool like that
Black---------because that's how I roll.
Pink-----------because I'm NOT crazy.
Red-----------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green---------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple---------because I'm AWESOME!
Grey----------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow--------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
Orange--------because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway.
Brown---------because I can.
Other----------because I'm a Ninja!
None----------because I can't control myself

mine : I danced with a fork Under your bed because I think I need some serious help.

ahaha..bongek ! so how about yours ? come and try it because somehow this kind of games much much more interesting than 24 hours with the coding

ouch !

2011-01-11T00:23:00.003+08:00

. . there you go . .

but as usual

me ?

was maintain cool

new year

2011-01-04T21:27:00.003+08:00

starting of year 2011

damn tired

need some rest

cant wait for april then

patient

2010-12-29T15:40:00.004+08:00

hey

what is going on here?

i am kind of lost right now

be strong gurl

Allah is enough for you

day 3

still lost

numb

2010-11-18T10:32:00.000+08:00

i'm not happy

but

i'm pretend to be okay

the ugly truth

2010-10-25T22:47:00.003+08:00

the guy
yeah, it is scary. it's terrifying.
especially when i'm in love with a psycho like u

the girl
i'm not a psycho !

the guy
i just told you that i loved you and all you heard was "psycho"
you're the definition of neurotic

the girl
no
the definition of neurotic is a person who suffers from anxiety, obsessive thought, compulsive acts ... without any objective evidence of ..

the guy
shut up !!
yet again
i just told you i'm in love with you
and you're standing here giving me a vocabulary lesson

ahahahahahah... i'm just enjoying the show =))

.......

2010-10-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

saya memang seorang yang memenatkan

thanks to you

birthday blast

2010-10-17T21:30:00.003+08:00

Thanks to all the people who celebrated with me . To my lovely office mate team, you got me this time. i am totally didn't expect it would turn out that way but it was awesome .

Thanks to my families. I luv them forever . .
Thanks to all the SMS wishes although i'm quite late to reply it
Thanks to all the Facebook wishes

Currently i'm listening to the 'green' and i luv it.

i'm back again but ...

2010-10-11T23:00:00.015+08:00

monday - mad as a hell

tuesday - slowly coming out of it

wednesday - but not quite there, so watch it !

thursday - the end of the work week is in sight

friday & saturday - luv my saturday !

sunday afternoon - oh-oh!

sunday night - here we go

i'm not happy working here anymore ... mmm .. :|

diffirent type of emotion

2010-08-05T12:54:00.004+08:00

this morning

when i was busy checking my email

suddenly i received one mail that

makes me wanna laugh and cry at the same time.

need to talk to someone but seems like everybody was busy

cannot blame on that

1st and last

2010-06-09T09:26:00.005+08:00

once and for all

congratulation for both of you

wish you guys well for the future

to love, life, laughter and happily ever after

~ fazdil and lisa ~

to be honest i think this is the first and the last time for me being a bridesmaid. cuak ok but a good experience for me !! da le aku ni type yang gelabah bin kelam kabut. (just look at juju's wedding). ahaha cant imagine that. actually takde laa scary sgt pun.ok laa so far. but luckily nothing much happened. the ceremony is going well and smoothly. *smug*

the bridesmaid begitu tegar melaksanakan tugasnya

wahahaha

i'm back

2010-05-16T18:59:00.004+08:00

it's been more than a month since the last i update my blog. nothing much to tell but i'm too busy-ing myself with work , work , work , family, friends and so many other things. work has been took the 1st top 3 places in my daily life currently.

.. so many things happen to me but i think i am more calm right now ..

insha Allah