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be POSITIVE



Today as usual masuk forum yang selalu masuk tu
Then bila baca komen2 yang lain masing2 announce good news
Happy for them but at the same time..
Deep down inside i feel.. DOWN

Last time when i felt down with the same reason
I cried so hard because maybe selama ni saya senyum and said i'm fine.. i'm smile.. i'm OK
That was the first time saya nangis semahu mahu nya
Kept telling myself Allah had better plan for me..

And this time, saya rasa yang sama but managed to handle it..
Masih lagi mengalir air mata tapi tidak seteruk yang dulu..
My husband keep telling me, it's ok
He will hugging me and told me it's ok.. yang still syg syg
I can't see my mak's face
i can't hear ibu's voice
I feel like i was disappointing them
Because i knew they pray for us so hard

No matter whatever reason
Saya perlu bangkit dan enjoy my life to the fullest
Because i was be surrounding with the people that love me with unconditional
Allah had better plan for me and my husband



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fragile



Fragile..
Saya rasa fragile sangat kali ni
Pantang duduk sendiri mesti suddenly dada rasa nak meletup, tekak rasa sakit then air mata pun mengalir

Down.. tipu la kalo takde rasa tu
But even camne skali pun life must go on..
Kene pegi keje.. kene tido.. kene masak.. kene makan.. kene kemas rumah as usual.. Pujuk diri sendiri tapi kadang2 kalo husband nampak saye lain macam cepat2 la dia peluk.. he knows his wife been fragile.. 

I can't see my mak's face.. ya Allah terus rasa jatuh sejatuh jatuhnya.. Wajah2 mak ayah yang paling saya sayang dalam dunia.. but they always beside me no matter what.. 0 comments